“This world was never empty,
only the beliefs.
(so much to see, feel, experience,
so much to become).
We all have gone through good and bad mood phases. There are certain persons, things or events which usually decides or rule our mood. But do you all ever feel sad and dont even know the reason behind it.”
She ask the reason of this sadness with her mind. It puzzles her up. Nothing went bad, nothing had happened, nothing hurts her, still sometimes there’s a basket of sadness in her mind.
A overthiking which obviously sucks up. A overthinking with no meaning at all.
A thought of getting hurt tensed up. Nobody hurts her, and if anyone do, she didn’t care for that. Why she don’t care? She should care. She’s too a human. A human with lots of emotions and feelings. A human who cares and think about others but never shows out. A human who laughs on small petty things. A human who got hurt but never shows up.
A frustration of life problems. What problems? She’s calling her problems so called life problems. She, whose parents never let her to stay alone, will leave her in problems? She, who never strived for anything and will never strive, calling her small tensions, a life problem?
She, who has dreams which requires struggle, has become a burden in recent years, is a life problem? No! Problem is not with her life, but the problem is in her.
She judged wrong, as she never clear herself, she never argue on being judged wrong by others and even by her close ones. Okay! She’s peaceful. But why? What’s the meaning of this peaceful nature if she’s not being able to clear herself?
But what she can do, just a regret and a hope, time will heal these.
“Time heals everything you have heard that somewhere and you badly pray that this unknown sadness is healed with it.”
A new question revolts in her mind,
“Will Time Heal”?
Still, she has no answers!